I don’t write about my feelings. Its easy to feel them but it’s hard to understand them write them down. I don’t know why and its hard to explain. I like feeling strong and powerful. I like feeling needed and wanted. I like feeling happy and joyful. But you don’t always like the way you feeling. I dont like feeling scared. I dont like feeling alone. I dont like feeling used. I dont like feeling pushed away. I dont like feeling like im just here….i dont want to feel like im nothing.